Valentine’s Day Blues

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Here we go again and again. It’s so hard to pretend that it’s fine or it’s going to be fine.

Valentine’s Day supposed to be a celebration of love, yet so many people fell into idea that it was made for couples alone. It felt as if they are the only ones who are entitled to celebrate and to feel great, while others don’t have one or still not in a state of legal relationship. What’s more depressing is that, we single people tend to lock ourselves at home for we don’t like the idea of being left out or worst, being pitied and bullied on.

For someone like me who grew up being grounded, it’s so hard for me to adjust and to make friends to get along with others. My parents only have the two of us and they cannot afford to lose us. That is why, they are being so protective and sometimes, being paranoid✌ to the point of feeling that you cannot even breathe.

Well, our parents did everything just for us to remain happy and fulfilled. But though I always feel loved and secured, out of the blue, my heart will suddenly feel empty and the feeling of being lost comes next to it. But I have realized that I am feeling this way all because I was raised differently by our parents. I have just thought that, there is so much in life that I hardly relate to, which leads me to grew up being firm and extremely independent. In addition to that, I used to believe that my journey needs to be done alone and that’s fine with me as long as my family will be alive ’til 100 years old or beyond that age; or when I am ready to let them go.

Anyways, whenever I cry secretly, I die ’cause most people never know about it. I decide not to reveal my true emotions for I am sure that they will not understand me, not unless they were raised just the same as mine. You see, we may appear to be well-provided, but along the way, we were always constrained to do something.

I know, I know, that’s very saddening. Right? But though my heart is aching and feel like breaking into pieces, I still try to listen to them whenever possible and understand them that they are just doing it out of pure concern and love for us. As a result of that, I cannot imagine a life without my family.

For obvious reason, in my 25 years of existence, my life has been all about them and losing even one of them makes me want to die first before them.

So, this Valentine’s Day, all I’m asking and praying for is a complete family, ’cause (again) that’s all I’ve got.

How about you? What’s your story? Please comment below.

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When you do all the work, yet…

People still complain. I am totally pissed off today.

How about you? How are things going?

People always give me a crap like as if I am responsible for everything.

How totally annoying!

Not Everything You Asked Can Be Freely Given To You

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I hate to say this,

But…

Most people are so used to asking a lot from others.

And sometimes, they are some kind of people who wanted everything to be free.

Are they insane or what?

They feel as if everything needs to be given freely just because

One,

They are your family or relatives.

Two,

They are acquainted to you.

Three,

Probably the worst of all,

You are well off enough than them.

So, why choose to be frugal over them when you have so much?

Am I correct?

Have you noticed?

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When you are happy and enjoying your time, it felt so fast and rapid.

But when your life feels lonely, sad and depressing, it felt like the movement was like a sloth!

To the point of imagining yourself of going back home despite the fact that your day has just started.

I honestly feel bad whenever I take a day off. Simply because I feel like the time moves so fast to the point of asking myself to buy some extra hours, so I could just go to bed again and rest.

But life doesn’t work that way.

Life is continuous.

And whether we like it or not, it will still continue to happen the way that it should be.

So how do we combat our boredom?

We give ourselves different kinds of outlet or diversion.

And how do we appeciate one’s life?

We take some time off and seize the moment!

The guilty side of me is that…

Each time I take a day off, I often try to do some chores.

I can’t help, but to clean our room because of the fact that it always frustrates me whenever I go back to our room still uncleaned!

I hate untidy room, that is why I am still making time to do some chores regardless of the fact that it is a day off.

Anyways, the good thing about doing chores is that, on the next day you can now focus on other matters especially work simply because everything is well.

So how about you? How do you spend most of your days?

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The Escort: Fifthy Shades of Truth

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Let’s talk about the dirty pretty things of harsh reality.

The film portrays the filthy power of money where in, every person needs to have a price.

Like as if you can toy a person so long as you pay for the escort service fee.

Furthermore, the film clearly shows that the poor ones are mostly the people who were left with no choice…

But to eat one’s pride just to survive.

I know, some of you might be thinking why I include here on my blog.

But I want you all to know that this is the real issue in our society.

Prostitution doesn’t exist only for pleasure seeking, but by rather having a pleasant life every once in a while.

What I meant by that is…

By being able to sleep without worrying about money tomorrow.

As a result of that, more and more people are choosing to be a s*x toy just to receive a big amount of cash.

Look around and some people have already lost their virginity in exchange of money.

I know this is a very sensitive issue, but this is reality.

If you were in their shoes, how would you want to make a difference despite the absence of money and other support system like a family?

By the way, I am not stereotyping. I am just stating a fact that not everyone were born to be unpure and unholy. They just did it to survive.

You see life is unfair.

Why?

Because say for example, you grew up to have no parents or guardians by your side and regardless of such a young age, you force yourself to work.

However, most business establishments don’t allow a minor to work for them or else they may be penalized for child labor.

So for you, if you were given a chance to save people, what can you offer aside from money?

Comment below!


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Plastic Wrapper

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This is not a thing.

But a person, rather.

I am not angry nor mad of why I include this on my blog.

This is just simply for someone who has got accustomed to be being a fake.

I know they are in pain.

That’s the sole reason, why they are faking it.

But the moment you habitually do that,

That’s no longer other’s fault.

That has already became a part of you.

So my only reason why I wrote this down is…to give hope that there’s always a choice.

It is up to you what to choose.

But I suggest that,

Instead of faking it, why not choose to be transparent?

After all,

It’s not about being weak.

It is about revealing yourself, so they may somehow understand you.

I know, all of us wear different faces everyday.

And there’s nothing wrong about it.

If it is about protecting yourself from cruel judgment…

Then, we’ll understand it.

But,

If you are doing it just to take advantage…

Then, that’s a different story!

So while it is never too late,

Learn to fix yourself.

‘Cause you are the only key towards change.

No matter how caring and supporting the people around you,

If you don’t want to make any changes in your life…

All the caring for you, no longer add any value and impact to your life.

Plastic people will always be plactic. But for how long can they stay on that cage?


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Same Title

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While everyone is copying of what’s trending, I refuse to do the same.

I get the point that if you want to have plenty of readers, you have to do the same.

But you know what, I have come to love myself.

This blog post isn’t about “Me” thing.

It is just simply showing that I am not faking to anyone. I would choose to have less followers rather than following me for false claims!

I honestly believe that, maybe at first it is thrilling to have plently of followers here and there.

It is so overwhelming.

But on a side note,

What if you became fed up of wearing a mask?

Can you bare those followers who supported you all the way?

Only to find out that what they got from you were just all lies!

You did it all for the glory of money, fame and not the Lord.

By the way, I don’t hate them. I just don’t get the fact of copying others when they can also be good at anything!

Just for crowds cheering,

you’re gonna trade your identity and reputation?

Oh c’mon!

Everybody deserves the truth.

If you find me preachy, that’s fine.

At least I am doing the right thing.

How about you? Are you also doing the right thing?

Or

Are you following other’s path for thinking that all our struggles are just the same and equal.

That’s why you plagiarized other’s idea?

Think deeply.

God is patiently waiting for you to respond.


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